Heartline

warm regards ......

lately I was not feeling so uncertain. I have a friend have long known, the same job I am. but only now I think if we meet him it feels how so. No not at all used ordinary sense. could say I fell in love. if again myself I often think of him. I did not know he was thinking about not eheheehehh .......

beautiful people according to my friends. but I am aware of myself there's no way he would with me. remained in the memory of where I was when I left the love just because I am a person who does not have. he went because I can not like other people who every day continues to shuttle between his girlfriend because I do not have how to buy motorcycle motorcycle eating was difficult. eventually he went away. so now there is a feeling of fear that I have to say in love with him. afraid incident happened again yesterday. but if I did not say my inner torment I'm really confused.

I sometimes used to wonder why my life like this. sometimes silly question often thrown him if he would accept me as is. hhaaaaa Bolang like a dream during which he wished. oh god what should I do. I possible can only be a secret admirer alone. I often hear stories his friends'' like this guy today do not have a motorcycle, where there is a girl who wants a piece of the word'' that's what makes me limp. The words kept turning in my brain. as if the doctrine is deadly.

whether to give up but I have not fought. how embarrassed if I mentioned to him that I am actually in love with him. hhhuuuu maybe she'll tell you who the'' first'' reflecting the time of writing this to vent my thoughts were still on him. oh god if I could I want to know what was he thought he was about me. whether he is also no sense to me.

hey you .. do you know that I love you.
Did you know before sleep I often say goodnight for you.
I hope the wind the night express my love through the stars

I love you